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Name: Jake
Location: Tyler, Texas, United States
Birthday: 9/1/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: -Theatre, Trucks, Baseball, in general but I LOVE the ASTROS, & Girls...
I love the stars and planets, something about the unknown fascinates me.
I also want to go to cali someday
Expertise: Baseball. Not sure what to put
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  JakeyCali85
Member Since:
3/18/2005
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| Alot of people have
been telling me that i shouldn't be doing what Im doing. waiting.
Telling me that she is moving on. But those same people do support me,
and thats great. Sure she may eventually be with another, but right now
im actually happy. For some reason. Cause I kow it will work itself
out. I just know. God will guide me and her. Ive put all my faith in
God right now and Im happy about it. I've stopped looking into
everything and just started to believe. Yes me and her have lost that
religous faith i believed we once had, and i've realized lately that we
need that. We need Jesus to help us. And Im soo happy about things that
will come. I believe it will work out and I will get what i want. I
need your help though. Please pray and believe. What i've needed these
past 6 months or so was right in front of me the entire time, i just
didnt realize it. It was god. At camp I would be reading the bible
everyday and i was happy and loved doing things. Now i feel im finding
that happiness i've once lost. I believe all i need is a little time
and faith.
I love you
I love you all out there
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boy i guess that came from nowhere. I thought i was doing good by waiting.
can never get it right can i, and i never will.
funny, you wanted everone out of your business, no everyone knows.
Im an ass i know.
maybe if you picked up phone calls, you'd hear something that would make u think.
cause it made me think.
Its ironic cause no one hates you from here.
and my mom doesn't even have email.
If only i had that chance.
Didnt have to be so harsh.
very very harsh.
never happened to me before.
guess i had it coming.
I AM a freak aren't i?
I am, cause i would of died for you,
still would.
yes it is all my fault.
I want NO guilt from anyone
screw u all
ur perfect
i guess i'll be waiting my whole life.
Ill try to move on
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| I love sour punch straws. My friends online is eating them as i type and i feel as if I'm going to go buy some now. yes random.
I do like xanga. I appreciate peoples comments. and i've found out that
to receive comments, you must actually yourself comment other people.
Random fact: if a girl wants to get my attention, she must be wearing a hat, a regular baseball type hat.
I've never been a big fan of the internet, all it does is make me get mad or something or complicate things.
Lately, well ironically, i've been told that im anti social. I thought
that may be true, but then i realized that i have a full time job
unline many people. My roomates work at applebees and work maybe 4
times a week only one shift, either a dinner or lunch. I work 5 or 6
days a weeks, all day. And i acutally do have fun believe it or not. Me
and blacky have been having fun doing things. Going to tyler, and to
our new hangout, the Cactus Cafe, where our favorite waitress and new
friend is at. And we do things here alot. Every college party up here
is just an excuse to get drunk and pass out, and seeing how i dont
drink anymore, there really no point is going. Certain partys are ok
but ususally the most part they suck.
This is my last xanga entry in here, sorry to say.
Lifes so unfair isn't it?
Well im pretty sure me and my roomates know our schedules for the
christmas break and new years. it actually works out pretty well.
I consider these holidays to be very special and just to miss them
would be dumb, cause they will be memories we will want to remember.
Christmas eve were going to a symphany type thing or something. but we
will be home for christmas.
By new years, we will be back home in our apartment and will figure out something
You know whats an awesome movie??? Haunted Honeymoon, its an old one
but its very very very funny. That movies makes me laugh soo hard, more
than any other movie. It has Gene Wilder and Gilda Radner. I am buying
it this weekend.
Im listening to Johnny Cash, Folsom Prison Blues and i love it
Jenni, i love you lil one. Dont worry about things and me. Im taking
care of myself just fine. Things will work themselves out. Just make
sure u worry about your grades and finals.
This is the last week of school for me, or rather i only have 2 days left. Thats cool.
I'll have more time to relax and to myself now for a lil bit.
Well Im ending this now. Dont worry though. somehting else has worked out and i will be getting in touch with everyone about it
jake
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| Random survey
LAST PERSON WHO...
-slept in your bed- my dad
-made you cry – ...
-spent the night at your house – tiffany.
-you went to the movies with – who was it? dad and eric. we saw walk the line and jarhead
-yelled at you – eric
-told you they loved you – my mom
HAVE YOU EVER...
-gotten in a fight with your pet – yeah, whenever i blow on pica she flips over and then gets mad and ignores me
-been to new york - nope
-dreamed something really crazy and it happened the next day – no
-had an imaginary friend – yep
RANDOM...
-wearing now: Shirt and boxers
-thinking of: how i wish i was different
-red or blue - blue.
-spring or fall - spring
-are you bored - sometimes
-last noise you heard – my phone just now
-last time you went out of the country – never, maybe once but a while ago
-things you like in the opposite sex – hair, personality, sense of humor
-do you have a crush on someone – no, just love for someone
-what book are you reading right now – cant say, its a surpirse for someone
-worst feeling in the world – being rejected...lonliness.
-what is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning – that i wish i could sleep forever
-how many rings before you answer – doesnt matter, just answer
-future daughter's name – Neveah Grace Flores
-future son's name – Kaiden
-do
you sleep with a stuffed animal – yes actually, a build a bear
-if you could have any job you ever wanted – a job that makes people feel happy
-are you a rightie, leftie, or ambidextrous - lefty
-do you type with your fingers on the right keys – some of them.
-what's under your bed – shoes, scene it game, and a safety deposit box
-favorite sport to watch. – baseball of course
-siblings – sister jenni, brother josh
-location – Athens
-college plans - UTA
-boyfriend/girlfriend – no
EXTRA STUFF...
-do you do drugs – no
-are you lonely right now – yes, miserably alone
-ever afraid you'll never get married – i am now
-do you want to get married – yeah.
-do you want kids – yeah
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
-cried - yep
-bought something - yes
-said "i love you" – yes
-met someone new - actually yes
-talked to someone - yes
-missed someone – yes
-hugged someone - yes
-fought with your parents - nope
-dreamed about someone you can't be with - yes
-had a lot of sleep – not that much
ABC's...
A - Age: 20
B - Best quality: none.
C - Choice of meat: ?
E - Ex (most recent): jo
F - Favorite food: Chinese
G - Greatest accomplishment: making m parents proud
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- Happiest day of your life: hmmm. Either in 1995 in disney world, or
when the Astros made it to the world series. But i truely feel the day
hasn't come yet, the day i propose to the one i love
I - Internal conflicts: insecurty
K - Kool-Aid: its good
L – Love: what about it? complicated
M - Most valued thing I own: my life.
N - Name: Jacob Andrew Flores
O - Outfit you love: ??? my cardinals shirt i have
P - Pizza toppings: pepperoni or canadian bacon
Q - Question you want to ask: not at this time, but i only have one question
S - Sport to watch: baseball
T - Television show: prison break
U - Unique habit: none thats good, like biting my hands
V - Vanity, yes or no?: ?
W - Winter: coldness
Y - Year born: 85
Z - Zodiac Sign: virgo
HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: what?? hell no
2. Ran away: somewhat.
3. Pictured your crush naked: of course
4. Actually seen your crush (bf/gf) naked: no
5. Broken someone's heart: im not that important to anyone
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes, very much
9. Broken a bone: fractured some
10. Drank alcohol: not anymore and never
11. Lied: yes
12. Cried in school: not sure
WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
14. Sprite or 7up: sprite
15. Girls or guys: girls
16. Flowers or candy: canies
17. Scruff or clean shaven: both i guess
18. Quiet or loud: both
19. Blondes or brunettes:blondes
20. Bitchy or slutty: bitchy
21. Tall or short: short
22. Pants or shorts: short
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: hair
24. Last person you slow danced with: jo
25. Trust the most: cindy
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: last night
27. Had a deep conversation: lol, today
28. Had a great time with the opposite sex: a couple hours ago
WHAT IS...
29. Your good luck charm: my red dirt from OK
30. Person you hate most: my self
FAVORITES...
31. Slumber party game: lol, im not 8
32. Movie: Dumb and Dumber, Snatch, Meet Joe Black
33. Hobby: theater
34. Book: Enders Game
35. Subject in school: math
36. Juice: orange
37. Car: new mustang
38. Ice cream: butter pecan
39. Holiday: christmas
40. Season: spring
41. Breakfast : french toast
42. Place to go with your honey: use to be just to watch her sleep
WHO...
43. Makes you laugh the most: eric and eric
44. Makes you smile: many people
45. Gives you a funny feeling when you see them: her
46. Has a crush on you: no one i think
47. Do you have a crush on: everyone knows
48. Can make you feel better no matter what: tisha and my mom
DO YOU EVER...
50. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: i use to, still kinda am
51. Save AIM conversations: yes
52. Save e-mails: yes
53. Wish you were someone else: all the time
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
55. Cried because of someone's mean words: dont think so
BEST...
56. Cologne: curve
57. Perfume: not sure
58.
Kiss: at a Rockets game on new years
60. Most recent advice given to you: not to give up, which im following.
61. Fallen for your friend: yes
62. Kissed a friend: yes
63. Been rejected: yes
64. Been in love: yes
65. Been in lust:
66. Used someone: no.
67. Been used: not sure
68. Cheated on someone: unfortuneately which was the worst mistake ever
69. Been cheated on: not sure
70. Been kissed: yes
71. Done something you regret: yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: jo
73. You talked to?: priscilla
74. You hugged?: eric
75. You instant messaged?: Sam
76. You kissed?: jo
77. You had sex with?: no comment
78. You yelled at?: blacky
79. You laughed with?: blacky
79. Broken your heart?: ----
81. Who told you they loved you last?: my mom
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: i did
83. Have tattoos?:
84. Have piercing?: ears
85. Have a boyfried/girlfriend/both?: no
86. Own a webcam?: no
87. Own a thong?: yes
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yes
89. Sprechen sie deutsche?: nope
90. Habla espanol?: nope
91. Quack?: ?? lol, only with one other person
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: yes
93. Smoke?: never
94. Schizophrenic?: a lil
95. Obsessive?: yes
96. Compulsive?: yes
97. Obsessive compulsive?: very much so
98. Panic?: no
99. Anxiety?: no
100. Depressed?: yes
101. Suicidal?: no
102. Obsessed with hate?: .no
103. Dream of mutilated bodies: no
104. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: yes
105. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: lake bardwell dr
106. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: double jointed
107. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: hair
108. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: sure
109. Would you marry for money?: no.
110. Have you had braces?: yep
111. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: no
112. Do you like hairy backs?: on girls? hell no
113. When was the last time you had a hickey?: cant remember
114. Could you live without a computer?: yes, id love that
115. Do you use ICQ, AIM, AIM and Yahoo?: AIM
116. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: dont know
117. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: 50s
118. Do you sing in the shower: yes
119. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take them off
120. What is your favorite fruit?: strawberry
121. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: Wheat
122. What is your favorite place to visit?: my imagination
123. What is the last movie you saw?: bruce almighty
124. Do you kiss on the first date?: dont think so
125. Are you photogenic? not quite
126. Do you dream in color or black and white?: doesnt matter, you wouldn't ever imagine what i dream about
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| I guess im pretty content at the moment. I'm happy for myself. I'm
doing good things. I started reading the bible like i should. Now all I
have to do is wait.
I want to be with my family right now, and nothing else.
ujhsgds
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